For a month, I was being in some apathy, self-loathing, depressions due the mass troubles, frustrations and futility of attempts to correct my life. And now, I decided to begin from scratch. Delete all negative things from my existence. I should convince myself, that I'm almighty and prove it by any action, which has long been postponed.
Tomorrow I'll make a list with short-term goals and objectives, and proceed to their execution.