Let me win, but if I cannot win, let me be brave in the attempt.

Not so long ago, I returned to sport. I go to the gym twice a week and the swiming pool once. Previously, I was Second-Class Swimmer, equates to state champion, but later abandoned it. And now, as the third step to a new life, I will restore the shape. In my new diary I will write the results and monitor progress. Maybe will write them here, sometimes.

Okay, lets go!

Today I bought a diary, notepad and very excellent pen, which is pleasant to write. For what? My friend advised me it, and I will explain in more detail. In diary I'll write a good analyzed objectives for next week. At the end of the week I'll check their performance and transfer the failed tasks next week. Notepad I'll always keep with me to record sudden ideas and thoughts. I hope, this purchase will help me to make a kind of time-managment.

From scratch.

For a month, I was being in some apathy, self-loathing, depressions due the mass troubles, frustrations and futility of attempts to correct my life. And now, I decided to begin from scratch. Delete all negative things from my existence. I should convince myself, that I'm almighty and prove it by any action, which has long been postponed.

Tomorrow I'll make a list with short-term goals and objectives, and proceed to their execution. 

Intro. Hello, world!

Firstly, I should tell you a little about yourself? Was born in a small town in Russia, and still live there. Have graduated technical college for IT-specialty. Now I don't work and being in some kind of frustration. Child's dreams are left behind and not already taken seriously, but still cant enter adult life... or, maybe just dont want. Prefer to spend time watching movies, socializing with close friends and just sitting in the web. To write about these topics is my purpose. And I started the blog. I hope someone will be interested.